[A sannyasin says: I have a lot of nervous anxiety. I can't concentrate on anything. I'm eating a lot, and I feel as if I'm trying to grab hold of something all the time.
Osho checks her energy.]
[一个门徒说：我精神很焦虑。我什么事情也专注不了。我现在暴饮暴食，我觉得我好像一直在试图抓住什么。
You do one thing -- it is very simple: for one month eat as much as you want. No control. I need a few fat people also around me. You can become really good -- I see the potential!
你做一件事——非常简单：用一个月时间，尽可能的吃。别控制。我身边也需要一些胖子。你能成为一个好胖子——我能看到你的潜能！
(To the photographer) Take a photograph before and after! It will be really great. If you really can go into it you can defeat all the fat people around here! So for one month you are completely allowed to eat as much as you can; don't fight with it.
（奥修对摄影师说：）事前事后都拍张照片！那会非常棒。如果你真的下决心吃，你能打败这里所有的胖子！所以用一个月时间，尽可能的吃，你是完全被允许的，别与之对抗。
And I don't see that there is much problem.... You simply cannot enjoy life easily; you want some trouble. Without trouble you feel a little empty, and that's what is happening; that's why you have started eating.
我看不出问题多大……你只是没办法轻易享受生活，你想要一些麻烦。没麻烦你就会有些空虚，那就是所发生的，那就是为何你开始暴饮暴食。
Here there is no trouble, and that's why you want something to hold on to: you need some trouble. So I will create trouble -- eat as much as you can! You will have enough trouble to hold on to.
在这里没有问题，那就是为什么你想抓住某些东西：你需要一些麻烦。所以我会为你制造麻烦——你尽可能的吃！你会有足够的麻烦可以抓。
You simply need some trouble. When things are going perfectly well you become a little disturbed. You cannot allow yourself happiness. Maybe for your whole life you never allowed it. You have a certain allergy towards happiness... many people have.
你只是需要一些麻烦。当事情进展的很顺利时，你会有些不安。你无法允许自己开心。或许你一辈子都没允许过自己。你对开心有过敏症，很多人有。
They feel very very in tune with misery, and when there is no misery they have to create some, otherwise they don't feel in tune. When they are happy they are almost uprooted. They don't know what to do now, because when there is a problem you have something to do; when you don't have a problem there is nothing to do.
他们跟痛苦非常非常合拍，没痛苦时他们必须得找一些出来，否则他们会觉得不协调。开心的时候，他们觉得几乎是被连根拔起了。他们不知道现在该怎么办，因为有问题时你有事可做，没问题时你就无事可做。
That's why I have been creating problems for you sometimes, because I have been observing that you need a few problems. And I will go on creating them if you don't stop it.
那就是为什么有时候我一直在给你找麻烦，因为我一直观察到，你需要一些麻烦。如果你不停下，我会继续给你找麻烦。
Once you start enjoying, then there will be no problems given to you, otherwise I will go on -- throwing you from one room to another and from one job to another.... But that's what you demand!
一旦你开始享受了，就不需要给你找麻烦了，不然我就会继续——把你从一个房间丢到另一个房间，把你从一份工作换到另一份……但那是你自找的！
You will have to give me proof that you can permit yourself to be happy. And such a simple thing, permitting yourself to be happy, but I understand, it is very difficult to do. It takes years for people to learn how to permit themselves. Happiness is not difficult; permission is difficult.
你得向我证明，你可以允许自己开心。允许你自己开心，这是多简单的一件事啊，但我明白，做起来很难。人们需要花上多年才能学会如何允许自己。开心不难，允许难。
And when you are happy you look foolish. Happiness has something intrinsic in it which looks like foolishness. When you are miserable you look very analytical, knowledgeable. Challenge is there and you are doing this and that. When you are happy you are simply foolish. So only fools are happy; wise people are unhappy. So eat well! Mm? Create some trouble!
当你开心时，你看起来有些傻。开心之中某些固有的东西看起来是傻的。当你痛苦时，你看起来心思细密、知识渊博。有挑战在，你在做这做那。当你开心时，你看起来很傻。所以只有傻子是开心的，聪明人不开心。所以好好吃，嗯？找些麻烦！
译自：OSHO The Open Door