[A seeker asks: Please help me die.]

　　[一个求道者问：请帮助我死去。]

　　奥修（OSHO）：

　　I am ready to help – you are obstructing it. Become a sannyasin. Close your eyes. Look into my eyes and have a tongue-tip taste of tao! 

　　我准备好了帮你——你在妨碍它。成为门徒吧（皈依吧）。闭上眼睛，看进我的眼睛，亲口品尝道！

　　Deva means , Amrita means . Mrita means mortality, Amrita means . The English word ’mortality’ comes from the same Sanskrit root; , morte, mortem, post- mortem, mortality, , all come from the same root mrita. Mrita means death; amrita means . The only way to attain to is to die, to die as far as the ego is concerned. To die in the ego is to be born in god. To die as an is to live forever in the un. To die as a drop is to become the ocean. 

　　Deva意思是神圣的，Amrita意思是永恒不朽。Mrita意思是必死无疑，Amrita意思是永恒不朽。英文单词“Mortality”（必死无疑）源自同一个梵文词根；, morte, mortem, post- mortem, mortality, （永恒不朽，死的，验尸，死后，必死无疑，永恒不朽）全来自同一个词根“Mrita”。Mrita意思是死亡，Amrita意思是不朽。达成不朽唯一的方法是死去，就自我（小我）而言的死去。在自我中死去就是在神里诞生。作为个体死去，就是在宇宙中（浩瀚中）永生。作为一滴水死去就是变成海洋。

　　You are very close to the point where it can happen: just great courage is needed. Every person comes around this corner many times in life, because life moves in a circle an an we come to the same point, but because of lack of courage we escape from that point. Otherwise the ego is a falsity. In fact, to let it die should be the easiest thing and to keep it alive should be the hardest thing, but we keep it alive and we think it is easier. But it is a dream; it is just an idea, it has no facticity behind it. 

　　你非常靠近那个死亡能发生的点，你只需要极大的勇气。每个人在生命中很多次都会来到这个拐角，因为生命做圆运动，我们不停的回到同一点，但因为缺乏勇气，我们逃离了那个点。否则自我是虚假的。事实上，让它死去应该是再容易不过，让它存活应该再难不过，但我们让它活着，我们认为这样更容易。但它是一场梦，它只是一个想法，它背后毫无真实。

　　’I’ is an empty wor is no one behind it. The you search, the more you will know that there is nobody behind it, there is no substance in it. But we cling to it, and by our cl we give life to it. Let me say it in this way: the less you live, the more alive the ego becomes; the more you live, the less the ego lives. When you live totally, the ego . When the ego lives totally, you . 

　　“我”是一个空洞的字眼儿：它背后空无一人。你探索的越深，你就越明白它背后空无一人，它没有任何实质。但我们执着于它，通过我们的执着我们赋予它生命。让我这样说吧：你活的越少，自我的生命力就越顽强；你活的越多，自我活的就越少。当你活的全然时，自我就会消失。当自我活的全然时，你就会消失。

　　An are moments, a few moments, far and few between, when sometimes it because you are in such a total . In love it sometimes happens; in orgasm it sometimes happens. In deep orgasm your h , your past goes on receding, receding, an. 

　　在一些片刻，少数片刻，极少数的片刻，因为你完全醉了，自我偶尔消失了。在爱里它有时会发生，在性*里它有时会发生。在深度性*里你的历史消失了，你的过去不停的消退，直到消失不见。

　　You don’t have any h in orgasm,, you don’t have any past, you don’t have any mind, you don’t have any autob. You are utterly herenow. You don’t know who you are, you don’t have any . 

　　在性*里你没有任何历史，你没有任何过去，你没有任何头脑，你没有任何自传。你完全处在此时此地。你不知道你是谁，你完全没有认同。

　　In that moment the ego is not funct, an the joy of orgasm, hence the refreshing quality of it, the rejuvenation of it. That’s why it leaves you so silent, so quiet, so relaxed, so fulfilled. 

　　在那一刻，自我不再运作，所以才会有性*的喜悦，所以它才会让你焕然一新，让你回春。那就是为什么它让你如此宁静，如此安详，如此放松，如此满足。

　　ut again the ego comes in, the past enters, encroaches on the present. Again h starts funct and you stop funct. The ego is your h, it is not a reality. And this is your enemy, the ego is the enemy. 

　　但自我又进来了，过去进来了，侵蚀了当下。历史再度开始运作，而你停止了运作。自我是你的历史，它并非实相。这是你的敌人，自我是你的敌人。

　　I will help the ego to die. you just have to be courageous, because whenever those moments come one feels scared, one feels as if one is being absorbed into some abysmal, unknown phenomenon. 

　　我会帮助自我死去。你必须勇敢，因为每当那些片刻出现，你会害怕，你会觉得自己像是被吸进了深渊般的未知现象里。

　　One shrinks back, one starts clutching at anything. It is there for just a moment and then the opportunity is gone and may not happen again for many days, for many months, for many years, or sometimes for many lives. 

　　你退缩，你开始能抓到什么就抓什么。这一刻它还在，接着机会消失了，或许很多天、很多个月、很多年，或许很多世它都不会再发生。

　　ow let this sannyas become a great occasion for it. If you co-operate with me, it is going to happen. You are ready, I am ready: don’t escape! 

　　现在让修行成为（它发生的）千载难逢的机会。如果你配合我，它就会发生。你准备好了，我准备好了，别逃避！

　　译自：OSHO Bel the Before Breakfast