《黄瓜》是一部由Matt Strevens执导，Vincent Franklin / Con O'Neill / 弗莱迪·福克斯 Freddie F主演的一部剧情 / 喜剧 / 同性类型的电影，文章吧小编精心整理的一些观众的观后感，希望对大家能有帮助。
没有具体的期许，带着一丝猎奇的心看完了前六集。不给它贴上喜剧的标签，因为这个结局，这最离奇的第六集真的是对所有人的当头棒喝。
其实我还远没看懂这部剧，但是40多岁的Henry让人留下深刻印象。他谢顶、肥胖，但绝不邋遢，打扮得体时尚，知道如何享乐……可是他唯一的“问题”是从没have sex。但他活得超级自在，能侃天侃地，并希望有一天能找到属于自己的真命天子。可惜这些只是表象，深层的困境不用多说。于是，他逃离sex，逃离男友，却逃不出生活。
他跟Freddie竟然成了“闺蜜”。Freddie看似是完美的gay——年轻、帅气、有型，在表面的风光背后，却有着一段见不得光的“师生恋”。只要他想要，随时都能得到性，但得不到真正的、令人艳羡的爱，因为他爱的人已经成了家。
同一屋檐下的Dean同样年轻，但他的问题更加不能言语。每次的sex都只能草草了事。苦恼的不仅仅是他，而且还吓跑了跟他交往过的每个人。即便自己有多么中意某个人，只要他在意Dean的问题，一切白搭。
第六集全在讲Lance（1966-2015）。他的前半生似乎很普通——男友换了一个又一个，家人从拒绝到接纳，感情也渐渐稳定下来，似乎人生一帆风顺。可是，谁也不知道下一刻却死在了“病人”的手里。当然这病是天生的还是心理阴影造成的就不得而知了。尽管这人是他同事，照理说蛮熟悉的，可是性冲昏了头脑，之前关于Danny不正常的蛛丝马迹全没瞧见，更没有人替他把关，结果就因为跟Hnery之间的小矛盾，最终导致丧了自己的命。
其实这一切怪不得任何人。生活有时候会给我们一些教训，但最深刻的教训是意外死亡，可惜为时已晚。
这部剧拍得很杂，各种社会现象都讲到。来看帅哥的可以duang开，但感兴趣的请不要被吓跑。演员演得很卖力，其中有些角色很不好演。最喜欢片头在超市里瞎逛的镜头。
挺佩服RTD今天拍了这样有深度的剧，让人在嬉笑之余，学会感恩和热爱生活。
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看完了最后一集，想想这样的“结局”也算中规中矩。生命中的许多遇到的人真的不过是匆匆过客，毕竟大家的生活都是以自己为中心的，真正能共同厮守到老的不过几个。不过这部剧展现给我们的是Henry和Freddie在分别了6年后依旧能面对面坐着，嬉笑怒骂。虽然Freddie说他们不是朋友，只是旧相识罢了，但两个人的内心都是有彼此的。
时间是在不经意中磨蚀着所有人的，每个人在若干年后可能发展出截然不同或是惊人类似的结局。就在Henry和Feddie重新见面的时候，动感的歌曲《This is the Life》让听者不禁感慨万千。原本是感叹生命的歌曲竟被唱得如此欢快，以至让人感到莫名的酸楚。又一部优秀的剧结束了，感谢编剧。珍重。
《黄瓜》观后感(二)：學習如何做一個gay
影片雖然叫「黃瓜」, 勃起硬度最強的狀態, 主角卻是「豆腐」. 兩個中年人, 亨利和蘭斯, 悲催地同居了9年, 卻一直沒有做愛.
至於亨利為什麽堅持不被爆菊, 是童年陰影還是想把第一次留給對的人？ 不得而知. 只是每一集都害我著急, 總期待劇情能給他找一個「開苞男神」. 亨利身上有一種懷舊的情愫, 更傾向於在超市之中幻想, 而不是去實戰. 當他聽到侄子亞當和托馬斯表演了基情視訊之後, 卻並沒有遭到同學們的恥笑, 「女生們還表現地很喜歡」; 而「直男」托馬斯甚至還幫侄子口交. 他表現出一種「什麽？! 現在的騷年們已經可以玩得這樣high了嗎？!」. 是啊, 時代已經不同了, 同志再也不用夾緊尾巴做人了.
弗雷迪則屬於我們這一代, 言辭犀利, 嘴賤, 喜歡在同志交友APP上約砲, 享受無限制的性愛. 我喜歡費雷迪這個角色, 當然, 顏值是一部份; 我也喜歡他的崩潰, 尤其當初亨利先生剛住進他們那間爛尾樓, 他還趾高氣揚的表示「我們之間絕對不會發生什麽」; 而到後來, 他主動爬上亨利先生的睡床; 最後一集, 甚至透過和律師的「憤怒性愛」企圖平復心中的「戀老」想法.
想像, 他還念念不忘當初爆自己菊的老師呢, 看來, 弗雷迪其實也是個「熟男控」.
而談到蘭斯這個角色, 我覺得適用於大部份同志. 你知道, 透過第6集, 這是一個典型的同志成長史: 被當做異性戀養大; 青春期開始意識到自己喜歡男人的身體; 到了大學開始放縱的生活; 出櫃, 被家人拒絕→被家人接納; 找一份好工作, 找一個男人過上安定的中年生活. 這其實是大多數LGBT宣傳片中會出現的同志形象, 目的是將同性戀和異性戀家庭「同質化」.
至於迪恩, 這個形象我覺得純粹是為了抽風而存在的.
嗯, 還有水族館裡面那個潛水員, 就是殺害蘭斯的那個「偽直男」. Sorry, I cannot remember his name. 這個角色應該就是大家最深惡痛絕的那種吧! 一直強調說自己以前玩過多少女人, 自己的雞雞有多大, 對同志表現出若即若離欲拒還迎的態度. 這種人完全就是禍害, 他不敢承認自己喜歡男人這個事實, 內心糾結又矛盾, 於是只有拿其他同志來撒氣. 依我看, 很多homophobes都屬於這種人.
當然, 為了給劇情增添口味, 劇中還有很多小鮮肉. 第8季是最養眼的了, 因為「香蕉」裡面的演員像賀歲電影那樣來串場了.
至於片尾, 亨利先生說, 他會在家中坐下來, 試圖理出頭緒: 如何做一個gay. 我覺得這句話一點也不假, 因為我們很多人在初始都是被設定為異性戀的角色培養的, 所以當我們成長起來, 認知自我, 確實是一個需要學習, 也在不斷學習的過程.
《黄瓜》观后感(三)：「Quotes」
【Season 1 Episode 2】
「Every happy couple has a secret. They try to ignore it, they turn a blind eye, but every happy couple is in danger, because every happy couple has a mobile phone.」
【Season 1 Episode 4】
「Everyone thinks gay men just fuck, fuck, fuck! I actually think it's a form of prejudice. That we must fuck, and be seen to fuck, or we're not gay enough. Sometimes I just want to have fun. I just want to be with someone and do ordinary things, not bloody athletics. I just want to be happy.」
【Season 1 Episode 5】
「First we had nothing. Then we made a path. Then we made the path bigger. Then we made roads. Then we made the roads enormous. Then we made more. Then we kept making more. We built lines across the world, and we lived along the lines. We made grids, we made mazes, we made circuits, we made traps. That's where we live. Contained inside the lines. Men did this. We built cages to keep ourselves civilised. But sometimes, we take a wrong turn. Sometimes we get lost.」
【Season 1 Episode 8】
「I liked him. I really did. You don't have to fancy someone to like them.」
《黄瓜》观后感(四)：Russell T Davies: "I'd long wanted to write a death that feels like a death"
I needed a stiff drink after the latest Cucumber – Russell T Davies’s darkest and most disturbing drama to date. I previewed it for RT several weeks ago and it haunted me for days.
Episode six begins with the caption “Lance Edward Sullivan 1966–2015” – so we know where it’s heading for one of the central characters. The following 45 minutes then deftly encapsulate Lance’s life and loves, from his birth in the 1960s to a final, fateful encounter with Daniel.
I had a hunch it wouldn’t end well between these two. For weeks, Lance (Cyril Nri) has pursued his obsession with Daniel (James Murray), the highly sexed, supposedly straight diver – despite many danger signals. They’ve gone on blokey “dates” and last week had a sexual encounter of sorts. Now, in episode six (Channel 4, Thursday 26 February), they’ve gone a lot further...
In the final moments, the increasingly unhinged Daniel flips, becomes violent and thwacks Lance with a golf club. Just once. But the iron smashes into the side of his skull. Within seconds – as fragments of his life flash before his eyes – Lance is dead.
Harrowing material from the ebullient, big-hearted Russell T Davies, who is only too happy to discuss his latest work with Radio Times.com…
M: This is very dark and disturbing territory, Russell. What compelled you to go there？
RTD: Thank you – I’m glad you liked it, and if you don’t mind my saying so, I’m glad it’s haunted you. But I was always heading here. About a year ago, Alison Graham wrote a powerful article in Radio Times, asking why darkness has to erupt in television series, and I’m still thinking of how to answer her. I was in the middle of writing this when she published that, and she stopped me in my tracks! But I kept going.
And I think that writers explore this stuff because that’s our job; that’s why we write in the first place, to test everything, to feel everything, to be as funny as possible and as dark as possible. Teenagers say these days, “It’s all about the feels!” But maybe they’re right. Simple as that.
o for a long time, I’d wanted to write a death that feels like a death. I’ve killed plenty of people as plot devices. And it’s always felt like it’s skimming the surface. I’ve been thinking for years that in order to tell a death, I’d have to tell the whole life. And devote a whole episode to it. So that at the end, I hope, it doesn’t just feel like someone’s dead, it actually feels like dying.
It took years to build up to it. I needed to summon a lot of nerve to find that golf club and use it – seriously, if you look at everything I’ve ever written, I almost never use physical violence. Lasers, fine. But actual physical violence, never. I think I threw a single, genuine punch in my entire history of Doctor Who. You try holding down a career as a writer without punches, it’s very hard to sustain. Every drama has a punch-up. But not mine. I’ve always thought there are better ways to write. So to build up to this – and it’s one swing, a single blow, when in reality that could have been a torrent of blows – needed me to grit my teeth. Maybe that’s answering Alison’s question, a bit. If a writer’s working hard to go further than they normally go, isn’t that good？
ut that’s only one aspect. There are a thousand reasons for doing it. Another was, I was very aware from the start that this whole series amounted to basically first-world problems. Sex, family, love, money. No one’s in danger of starving! When actually, to live as a gay man in the world, even here in the west, means skirting round violence every day. Like it or not. That’s a fact. Its potential is always there. And just 3,000 miles away – that’s next door, it’s just next door to us – gay men in Syria are being thrown off rooftops. While Putin gathers power every day, what is his obsession with homosexuality？ I mean, seriously, what is it？
o from the moment I began to think of Cucumber, a decade ago, I knew an act of violence would interrupt a comparatively cosy world. It’ll happen this weekend, to some man or some woman. A night out will end in harm, or HIV, or a terrible memory, and at its worst – a few times a year, all year round, every year – a night will end like Lance’s.
It’s important to include that world. The real world, intruding on fiction. And always mindful of Alison – I’m not kidding, I listen to her – I decided there would be no chance of a second series of Cucumber after she demolished the sheer existence of Homeland’s second season!
I think I was diligent, and paved the way for this in advance. There’s always been a darkness at the edges of Cucumber, which allows Daniel in. The series began with a suicide. And actually, Daniel radiates danger! The whole point of him, since his very first scene, has been to say he’s trouble. He’s so disturbed and conflicted, his every line unsettles me.
I wanted to do that specifically because when some violent act erupts, in life, it’s never out of nowhere. Most of us will never be violent. Most of us, thank God. But those who are... I think it can be visible. If we could only read the signs. People with a capacity for violence have gone very wrong, and that wrongness is shining out of them. So often, after some terrible act, you’ll see people saying, “He seemed so nice” or “He was such a nice man.” I don’t believe it. I bet there was always something visibly wrong. Just look! So that’s how Daniel was created. If you’re reading the series right, you’ll have been screaming at the screen for weeks now, telling Lance to get out. Too late!
y the way, if you watch this week’s Banana – which is a lovely, brittle, hilarious love story, written by and starring Charlie Covell – you’ll discover what Daniel did next. Fleetingly! Keep an ear open.
M: Lance’s murder is clearly a pivotal moment in the series. You’ve killed off one of your central characters, nice guy Lance, who was decent, sensible, romantic. Now his ex-partner, the self-centred Henry, will have to deal with the horror and loss. How early in the writing process of the series did you decide that Lance was going to die？ Is this always where you were heading with the story？
RTD: It’s funny, I could write 57 pages debating the notion of innocent Lance and self-centred Henry. I think it’s trickier than that! Henry hasn’t been truly self-centred since Episode 1 – since then, he’s realised how scared he is, that he’s scared of “the man” in Ep 3. He’s confessed to being scared of sex and youth and life and everything in Ep 4, and in Ep 5 he’s finally so selfless that he lets Lance go. Ironically! It’s his fault again! And in contrast, everyone sees Lance as the long-suffering innocent, but I’m not so sure – I think Lance plays the innocent, but that’s a different thing. We all do that, but it doesn’t make it true! Because it was Lance who brought that man home in Ep 1, deliberately, to provoke. And we might laugh at Henry for fancying Freddie, but Lance is equally star-struck, with a far worse man, a man who’s clearly been trouble since Episode 1.
ut yes, this was always the plan. The first synopsis was written in early 2011, when I was living in LA, and Lance was a character who worked at the Seattle Aquarium. The casting notice always said he was only in it for six episodes. Actually, seven, and then I moved the death back by one episode because its consequences would be so huge. But the show needs it – without removing Lance, the series would have just become a will-he-won’t-he with Henry. By killing Lance, we leave Henry alone. That’s the real point. We’ve seen Henry lose everything. But now he’s really suffered a proper loss, and the series is an examination of that, of who Henry is, why he’s like he is, and whether he can change. This is his ultimate challenge. His safety net has gone. And he’s got a long way to fall.
M: The final ten minutes is one uncompromisingly strong scene – in its depiction of sex between two men (clumsy and awkward but never too graphic), a sexual encounter going horribly wrong and ending in brutality. The writing, performances, direction and editing are all razor-sharp. I’m wondering how closely what you wrote in the ｓｃｒｉｐｔ has translated to the screen. Were you shocked yourself when you saw it？
RTD: Well, bless that team, that’s word-for-word what’s in the ｓｃｒｉｐｔ. Every pause, kiss and movement. It had to be written so carefully and precisely, to be absolutely strict about what each man is doing and thinking at every stage of that long, long scene. The episode has spent 40 minutes rattling through an entire life, so now we spend ten minutes focusing on every breath.
I was so lucky that Alice Troughton came in to direct this block. I’ve always been a bit experimental when Alice is around! We did that episode of Doctor Who together, Midnight [2008], the one where David Tennant is trapped on board a space bus with Lesley Sharp, and all she can do is repeat his words. That was bold, that pushed us all, and that episode – unusually for a piece of sci-fi – ended up winning awards for sound and editing. So Alice always makes me push things further!
I knew she was on board before I even started writing this, so that gave me the freedom to fly. I knew she’d love it! Along the way we got the editor of the first four episodes of Banana involved, Paulo Pandolpho, because we’d loved his work, and that proved to be a great combination. He’s only in his 20s, he’s brilliant. He’s the voice that says “Banana!” over the opening titles.
ut that’s ignoring the most obvious thing. Our secret weapons. Cyril and James. And they’re just amazing, aren’t they？ I can ramble on about stories and ambitions and ｓｃｒｉｐｔs, but you’re nothing without the cast. And those two went into it whole-heartedly. They rehearsed with Alice intensely. And we scheduled two whole days for the big scene – that’s a long time, in TV. But the whole team wanted to get it right. I think they’re just note-perfect, those two actors.
I wasn’t exactly shocked when I first saw it. Well, truth is, I couldn’t stay away from that edit! Because Alice, Paulo and I, and Matt Strevens, the producer, we all talked a lot about that final sequence, the inside of Lance’s mind as he dies. Again, it was written in detail, every image, every flashback, but that comes alive in the edit, and changes. We had versions that were too long, too short. Too noisy, too quiet. We almost lost the copyright on that Eurovision song [Spain’s 1968 winner La, La, La] – we so needed it, it’s the most sinister tune in the world – until Matt wrestled the lawyers to the floor.
o we worked on it a lot. I wasn’t sure whether it worked until we first played it to [executive producer] Nicola Shindler. And she burst into tears! Job done, we thought. Although of course, she had notes. But we simply kept refining until we were happy. I’m only sad about one thing – one image flashing through his head was meant to be full-frame footage of Benny Hill’s Ernie. Echoing from his childhood, that sinister bit about the ghostly gold tops, cos that always chilled me as a kid. But we only had permission to play that video within a TV screen, during Lance’s childhood, and not full-frame. Damn!
M: When did the actors Cyril Nri and James Murray know where the story was heading for their characters？ Right from the start？
RTD: Oh, from the moment they were booked. By the time Cyril was cast, and we went for a nice little lunch in Manchester to discuss everything, I’d already given him Ep 6. So no one was under any illusions! We did ask the cast not to tweet anything about it, or the scenes in Ep 7, which would give away the future of the plot, just in case. But I think Cyril was just excited! Let’s be honest, what actor doesn’t want a good death scene？
M: I adore the way you’ve brought Denise Black into the episode. She was so wonderful in Queer as Folk as Hazel Tyler, Vince’s clued-up, very accepting mum. I remember the scene where she held a conference with the other, less liberal-minded mums and said, “Try not to think about the arse thing and you’ll be fine.” I read that when you halted Queer as Folk after ten episodes, you considered a solo show for Hazel. How much in love with Hazel are you and why？
RTD: It’s hard to say who I love best, Hazel or Denise! So many people have such a tremendous affection for them both. When this series was first commissioned, I said to Piers Wenger, the Head of Drama at Channel 4, “I don’t suppose you’d mind Hazel Tyler walking round the corner at some point？” and he said “Oh yes please!” When the man who’s paying for the series says that, you listen! But Queer As Folk was a very special time, for Denise and me and an awful lot of us. It’s carved on my gravestone, frankly. And Denise assumed quite a role within the gay community too – people love Hazel, so Denise is often asked to attend charity functions, and Aids memorials, to his day. And she always turns up, she’s a proper trouper.
o this whole thing felt right. I knew I’d never be coming back to this world, so this was one final hurrah. Mind you, I wrote her into this without even asking her, and then had a nasty moment of wondering, “What if she says no？” But she leapt on it! She was out in Spain, filming Benidorm, so we emailed the ｓｃｒｉｐｔ to her, and within five minutes she was on the phone, planning her hair and costume. And actually, genuinely delighted to be back, bless her.
M: It’s hugely poignant that Hazel reappears 15 years later in Cucumber as a kind of Fairy Godmother of Canal Street. She sidles up to Lance on a bridge and seems to be warning him. “Is it worth it in the end？ Really？ … You’ve taken a wrong turn but you could still turn back. Now listen to me and go home.” Then she tells Lance that she’s actually dead. “Good old Hazel. Now I walk up and down this street. Me and the boys and the water.” It works beautifully and is such a touching pay-off for Queer as Folk fans – but it’s bold to add this element of fantasy, of the supernatural, to a dead serious drama. How did you develop this section？
RTD: Yeah. I needed the story to rise, to lift, to become bigger, to reach into areas and styles of storytelling that you wouldn’t normally use, because the approaching death was so huge. Bear in mind, you’ve been told since Scene 1 that Lance is going to die. You see the dates of his birth and death, 30 seconds in. So the closer it gets… the walls need to break down, the drama needs to stretch further, and snap open, because that’s the size of what’s coming, and this is the only chance I’ll get.
To go into detail – and you don’t have to pay any attention to this, think what you want! – but once you’ve been told that Lance is dead, in Scene 1, then all rules are off. And you could argue that the entire episode is his death, that from Scene 2, by seeing his birth, we’re actually experiencing the inside of his head after the golf club. We are literally seeing his life pass before his eyes.
o while I wanted to lift the story up, to give it a supernatural terror, the point is, did he see Hazel at all？ Did he really see a ghost？ Really？! Because right at the end, in the final images, you see an old woman, in Hazel’s clothes, standing where Hazel stood. And she’s raving, she’s drunk, she’s mad. While Hazel gently told Lance to go home, the old woman is screaming “Go home!” at him as racial abuse.
Maybe, just maybe, Lance took that image from his last night on Earth, and in dying, tidied it up. He corrected it. Made it prettier, and deeper, and he even included foreshadowing. Either his mind replaced the old woman with a woman from one of his favourite TV shows, or, if you want QAF to be in the same canon as Cucumber, then he replaced the old woman with someone he used to see from afar on Canal Street, a really funny woman who he wishes he’d known.
Maybe that’s true. But equally, maybe it is Hazel. Maybe this death is so awful and so important that the barriers between worlds come down, and the barriers between stories. Lance’s death is so huge that a character from another fiction can step into his story to give him a warning about the next page. I really believe that too. Honestly, I believe that equally.
Her appearance is given huge weight by her invisible chorus of the boys in the water; and they’re real, those boys, the boys who drown every year. I wrote that line long before the recent scandal over exactly how many boys regularly disappear into Manchester’s canals. It’s shocking. I wouldn’t include that lightly. Part of me wishes that someone like Hazel would stand guard over them. While knowing that life, nor death, would never be that kind. You see？ It goes back to my first answer, it goes back to the feels! I think Hazel’s presence lifts things, stirs your soul, in a way that normal events could not. That’s what the supernatural is for, that’s why we invented it. To feel something greater than ourselves.
limey. Thank you for giving me the chance to say that!
M: Maybe I’ve missed them but, given Cucumber’s setting on the Manchester gay scene, were you tempted to make any other allusions to Queer as Folk？
RTD: I don’t think there’s anything else! The club that Henry and Lance go to in Ep 1 is called Babylon, and had the exact neon sign from QAF recreated by the art department. But I’m not sure you ever saw that on screen. Of course, Henry works for HC Clements, who were Donna Noble’s employers in Doctor Who, but that’s not an intentional link – it’s simply that I knew the name was fictional and would therefore be copyright-cleared!
M: What do you hope viewers, in particular gay men, will take away from this episode？ Is it a cautionary tale？
RTD: Oh God, yes, I hope so. I keep writing that in dramas, that One Bad Night. The night that goes wrong. I think it’s a very gay experience, every gay man out there has had a night like this, in potential, or could have a night like this at any time. I shouldn’t claim it as gay – anyone can walk down that path. Just a step too far, just a drink too much, in the city, at night, and you’re in trouble. Though I do think this territory belongs to women and gay men in particular, to be honest.
And while that’s very generalised, then specifically, men like Daniel exist in this exact detail. And once or twice a year, you’ll see some story, some man with another man, and a lashing out, and a death, at the end of a long, dark night. And sometimes, that death will be called Gay Panic. Look it up, that’s about to become part of the plot of Eps 7 and 8. While it has no legal standing any more, in this country, the implication of gay panic, that a straight man is allowed to lash out if a gay man makes a pass at him, is as vile and pernicious as ever. These nights happen. They will happen this weekend. Be careful.
ut it’s not just about the death. It’s about the life. That’s the real point of the whole episode, to see the hugeness of Lance’s well-lived life. In the passing of the years, you see fathers forgive, you see losses overcome, and you see love. In the end, I hope, in dying, Lance can be seen as wonderful. Like anyone.
hew. Blimey. Thank you! On that note, good night.
M: On behalf of Radio Times and Cucumber fans, thank you, Russell.
Cucumber continues on Thursdays on Channel 4 at 9pm
《黄瓜》观后感(五)：RTD你这个贱人！快滚回去写DW把魔法特赶走！
Russell T Davies远走美国之后其实并没有太多精彩的剧集，<Torchwood-Miracle Day>反响平平，还有其他小打小闹的儿童科幻向的制作，倒是很意外的看到他又回到英国回到曼彻斯特拍了这三部曲。
1999年还是默默无闻苦逼编剧的RTD写出了<Queer As Folks>一鸣惊人，并顺利在2005年一偿夙愿重启了BBC的<Doctor Who>。如同QAF中无数向DW致敬的台词和场景，这回黄瓜中也有无数向QAF致敬的台词和场景，Hazel的回归算是最明显的致敬，虽然是以鬼魂的形式（Vince应该要伤心死了自己老妈居然就被RTD这个贱人写挂了）。算起来，1999年的曼彻斯特的Vince和Stuart也是三十岁的年纪，到了现在也正是黄瓜剧中主角Henry的年纪了。剧中无数的致敬台词里，最让我印象深刻的是少年们要去准备拍<Raining Men>视频，Henry随口说了一句这不是我们时代的歌么，我脑中瞬间就跳跃回QAF里Stuart和Vince在Babylon的舞池中劲舞这首歌摄像机从舞池正上方给的镜头的场景。
时代不同了，现在的少年已经不是像当年QAF中Nathan那样对于自我认同的稚嫩和茫然，甚至于现在的少年已经懂得利用LGBT的身份或伪装这样的身份来实现自己的诉求。所以说RTD写这一部作品也是对接了这个时代的青少年的。
但是我认为RTD还显露出了更大的野心，或者说是其在当年QAF中未曾有机会展露的野心，他终于可以在16年后来补完，那就是对前一个时代八十年代的LGBT解放运动的反思。剧中主角Henry的年纪是稍晚于HBO去年<Normal Heart>主人公的年纪的，彼时由于同志解放运动而带来的滥交行为等等并最终导致的艾滋病泛滥已经开始蔓延，剧中Lance有一任男友就是因此而死亡，Lance自己也说是侥幸逃过一劫。RTD从未有机会在QAF中讨论这件事，但是这次在黄瓜中终于正面展示和讨论了这件事。
我并非资深看剧掛，以上这些也只是因为了解和喜欢RTD的作品才有感而发。RTD对LGBT这个群体的洞察和知悉简直令人膜拜，我一直视其为能够看清楚这个社会群体发展方向之人，当年的QAF给年少的我们以启迪和震撼，而现在逐渐步入中年的我们现在面对黄瓜却展现出更多的迷茫和不解，甚至是剧中Henry一直重复的Lost，我们是要打破这一直以来以异性婚姻和生育为主导的人类社会文化并找到我们的定位并以此为基点去规划我们的生活和目标，可是很不幸找了十几年了，不论RTD本人还是社会都没有给到我们答案，所以结束就只能是Henry在本片最后的那一句台词了。
《黄瓜》观后感(六)：时代碰撞下的同志浮世绘，腐国腐剧的味道
黄瓜，香蕉，豆腐，这些露骨充满性暗示和生殖崇拜的字眼，仿佛在一开始就将这个系列的同志剧烙上了性小品的烙印。然而万万没想到，性爱欲望下，编剧竟然认真并耐心地讲了一个关于身份认同，关于爱情观，关于时代潮水中同志群体生存，理想与现实相互交织的故事。
不同于很多同志题材作品，本片的主角henry，他既没有迷人的外表，甚至也不再年轻，其貌不扬，秃顶，大腹便便，有个交往九年的男友，却还是个46岁的“老处男”，靠插科打诨加意淫来满足欲望。以靠近年轻貌美的Freddie为由，而自私地逃离出了一段九年的陪伴。
这个设定，在最开始我的内心是拒绝的。毕竟起码在现实外，搞基应该是漂亮男人们的权力，就像剧中henry自己承认的“性也是性感的人才能拥有的东西”一样。面对这样一个生活满是悲剧，卑微又懦弱，让人反胃的猥琐丑陋老男人，简直冲上去想拉住他问，您是不是走错了片场？
然而事实证明，先入为主和思想幼稚固化都是很不对的。
这部剧对于同志群体刻画非常有意思。
其实可以通过时代划分为简单的两类，同时这两个阵营的群体中又有包含了迥异的小小个体们。
Henry，Lance，Daniel——这批中年同志生长在观念闭塞的旧时代环境中，那个年代生而为gay，是一件令人羞愧且恐惧的事情。
Lance最简单最坦荡，在意识到同志倾向后承认了自己，他将过去沉入湖底，通过自己的不懈努力一点点磨平了家人的抵触争取到他们的认同。善良宽容的他，在被伤害与伤害他人中，总是把前者留给自己，被爱伤害，却充满希望。
Henry最矛盾最单纯，他渴望男人，同时内心深处却又恐惧男人；表面努力想成为一个正常的gay，其实深深厌恶着gay这个群体，不断逃避现实。嘴里说着下流不正经的话，有心无胆，理想爱情观却近乎圣洁：和喜欢的人在一起，简简单单开开心心，一份无关性的爱就足够。哪怕与现实不相溶，却依旧有着自己的坚持。
Daniel最卑微最可怜，作为一个深柜，满嘴女孩子，内心却对男性无法自拔，每每欲望脱缰失控，他便把对于自己是个gay的羞耻感转变为歇斯底里不可控的暴力，最后的最后，他把这份关于同性恋的自我厌恶发泄在了无辜的Lance身上。是啊，谁说可恨之人就无可怜之处呢？
Freddie，Dean，Adam这批年轻一代同志群体，他们不再被大环境束缚，成为gay甚至算是时髦的谈资，但光亮表面下却也藏着各式各样的秘密和弱点。他们与老一代形成了鲜明的对比，不只是肉体上，更多的是观念上的碰撞，而关于这部分的描绘，也可谓是整部剧中，最残忍也最无奈的一部分了。
Dean身上有着年轻人的叛逆与随性，有家不回在外鬼混，了无目的地寻求着刺激。经历了很多一夜情却一直单身，这个角色其实让我感到有点尴尬，当然不仅仅是他下半身那点小尴尬。所幸dean本人依旧没心没肺并乐在其中。毕竟年轻，还有的是时间去挥霍。
Freddie近乎完美，如果年轻的肉体和美丽的脸蛋是浪荡的资本，那他基本已经站在这座金字塔的顶端了。吃遍世间男男女女，片叶不沾身。然而这样的他却总是栽在老男人脚下，缺爱的孩子不懂爱啊！面对曾经爱慕的老师，情场老手也会不知所措；面对又老又丑的Henry，嘴上嫌弃地要死要活说着不要，却抵不住被吸引，身体很诚实地爬上了人家的床。就在被“吃死”之前的一瞬间，Freddie犹如当初从美术馆逃走一般，逃离了Henry。对他来说性比爱简单得多，也许是家庭与成长环境的原因，对待感情，他有着超越年龄的冷酷与理性，而这本身又仅仅是掩盖脆弱的保护壳。其实这也是我最喜欢他的地方。
Adam这个角色设置的很有趣，明眼人能看出他喜欢着直男好基友Tomasz，然而故事最后却找了个女孩子成家。他可能不完全是同志，但却是本片最能体现新老两代同志群体生存现况的一笔。这个时代，男男对唱可以在YouTube上成为被追逐的热点，直男们可以假装自己是gay作秀开着玩笑甚至上床，身边的女孩子们都纷纷觉得男男卖腐有点酷……Henry叔叔惊呆了，当同志的遮羞布彻底被观念地革新撕了个粉碎时，已步入中年的自己彻彻底底大写的过时了，那么多年的辛酸固执与挣扎，现如今仿佛都不具有任何意义，可是却又挥之不去。
这看似无拘无束梦幻无比的自由新一代，骨子里却是现实的。看脸的世界，年轻就是正义的主张，连24岁的Freddie会被十几岁的小男孩嫌老，真是一点都不浪漫。比起来，老一代的同志竟然纯情的有点可爱，散发着理想主义光辉。
乍一看全剧drama queen的浮夸气息与击碎耽美臆想的真实现实相互碰撞，细琢磨却处处合情合理。他们都是我们身边的，真实的，有血有肉的，在这世上爱着痛着活着的人。
结局伴随着《this is the life》响起，胡子斑白的Henry和满身刺青的Freddie时隔六年再次重逢，Freddie嘴上说着我们不是朋友，却依旧坐在咖啡馆里和Henry有一搭没一搭地聊着，聊着没有对方的这些年，然后，说着掏心掏肺的话。
有些东西看似变了，但却一直没变。
这就是生活，它可能曾经让我们遍体鳞伤，却终究教会我们成长。
最后是示爱与表白时间！
1.狐狸弟弟啊，真的是太适合这个角色了。演艺世家，腐国户口本，同志专业户。有点迷惑他到底是金毛还是红毛？其实cucumber里这位弟弟这么耀眼磨人主要还是其他主角颜值实在是……狐狸弟弟五官偏清淡，比较冷，成全了这个气质，要命的气质。基本上不用说话就被贴上了冷漠傲娇标签，羡慕。硬伤大概是个子确实不高，175cm，剧里还吐槽自己应该更高的笑死。现实中是个straight，虽然本尊也不否认未来会与男人交往的可能。嗯可以，这很直男ver. freddie……
2.rtd剧本厉害。轻笔勾勒出深重的命题，句句直戳内心。看完不禁坐在电脑前擦泪静静思考人生，有点怅然若失。
3.还要向配乐表白，好听洗脑，果然还是最喜欢britpop了
《黄瓜》观后感(七)：Worship, Sexual Fantasy and Confession
在这样一个信息碎片化的时代，我们可以将之冠名为“足以改变一生”的事物越来越少。我也并没有被RTD的什么剧改变一生，只是被毁灭性地重塑了三观而已。
看QAF多少有种泥沙俱下的感觉，不管出于什么目的、态度或者心态，慕名而去之下裹挟着如何的憧憬抑或猎奇，在密集而纯粹的享乐式轰炸中，难免陷入一个已经设计好的三观阴谋中：
在某个特定环境下，无论多么不合常规的行径都会被赋予别样的说服力；为了确保权利被行使，便要加倍地行使，哪怕已经远超于实际需求。这么做变得有一种象征性，如果发出反对的声音，就是“被自发”站在了少数者的对立面。
当我们需要借由其他途径发出一种声音——除了直接发声这个行为本身的任何途径——我们难免变得咋咋呼呼、言过其实。这是因为最终要获得不相干的人们的支持，首先必须用更为简单粗暴的手法获得他们的注意。
有时候这种乍看之下有些吓人的外在形式会显得喧宾夺主，在某种程度上分散了对“本质问题”阐述时应获得的注意力，然而从另一方面说，这也不失为一种策略；
并没有什么是完美的。与其遮遮掩掩地挑拣出好的一面以供宣传，不如直截了当地揭开伦理道德的遮羞布，回归于一种通感——
无论何种性别或年龄，都会心照不宣、恍然大悟，会为之颤栗、流泪和破碎的，自发而不自觉去追求的本真欲望。
经过了这么长时间，已经无法像当初那样分毫不差地复述出剧中每一个场景和细节，当时被悄然埋下的一颗种子却早已生长出无尽的枝蔓，变成坚硬外壳，把细碎脆弱裹挟其中。
其实不能这么简单地栽赃到RTD头上：关于我是如何变成一个小心翼翼的人，无论是我自己还是我笔下的人物，都在全心全意、彻彻底底地黄暴着，在独自面对内心时，却又变得十足地假正经起来。
过度地谈论和使用“性”，反而使这件事本身抽象成了一个纯粹的社交手段，或者出于我狭隘的理解，RTD笔下的人物所做的那样：
赞美、膜拜和意淫最美好的事物，但永远不能触碰；一旦发生了逾越（愉悦？）的关系，就会遭到永无止境的诅咒。
看完E06之后，即便是小肚鸡肠的过度诠释，我也更倾向于相信，这是Banana里那个强迫症所有脑补选项中最坏一种的现实映照。
在追求爱，或者更确切一些，描述为追求“被爱”，和实现自我价值两条路上——而更抽象地看待这个问题，二者其实是同一实质——我们不得不承认，自卑，如果它是一种阴霾，早已无声息地覆盖了我们整个心灵。
在“爱”涉足之前，一切“性”都是十分顺从自然与本性的正当发泄；因为欲望是帮助我们认识自己的一个重要途径。本性和身体的躁动得到排解的同时，灵魂才可以保持纯洁。
由此说来，性和爱是全然分开、甚至不可兼得的。这就好像是某些东西过于美好，你不能同时得到两个；
又或者说，“爱”圣洁高尚，它几乎不可能存在，所以退而求其次的性也就足够了。有些人很快明白了这个道理，另一些人却从未停止追求。这与他的天资或后天修为都没多少关联，只在乎于一个人能不能对自己的内心交代。
而这种追求代表的意义，已超越了追求这一行为本身，接近了圣人的修为（正如Freddie所说）：有多少人会坚持下去呢？——不光是寻求爱，也是理解和接受自己、学会和自己并不协调的身体和大脑相处，最终学会妥协。
性是爱的最高表现形式。作为一个小黄文制造者，若要选一个写作准则，我大概会如此坚持——然而在遭到RTD不可逆转的三观摧毁之后，我几乎有点接受他这种扭曲的使命感了。
我们制造自己的神，过程中加诸严重过量的崇拜、继而不可避免地渎神，最终在痛苦的忏悔中得到一种充满自我认同的满足感。人类不停地重复这个过程，无法忽视的是我们能从痛苦中获得快感这个事实。
黄瓜、香蕉和豆腐就像完成一次从愉悦到痛苦，再重新回到愉悦的轮转，完全符合碎片时代的追求，就像尿堵管，伴随着刺痛和愉悦。
以及无疾而终。
《黄瓜》观后感(八)：不止于Gay
如果我要成为编剧，一定要成为RTD这样的.可以说这个胖子的剧在我的生命中出现了以后，我的三观都崩塌殆尽然后重建.从最开始的QAF到后来的DW再到现在的黄瓜 .
我记得在读他的writer's tale的时候，有人和他讨论，问他喜不喜欢把他的QAF当作杰出的Gay剧来赞美而不是普通的优秀的drama.RTD说一点一不，这的确是关于Gay的一部剧，它得到的赞美当然是应当是属于这个范围的，而且它也是一部极其优秀的剧集.
当我还在沉湎于QAF中V和S完美的爱情时，黄瓜就给我当头来了一棒.剧中Henry那种心情作为一个直女加处女也是完全可以理解的.完全可以.那种对性的恐惧和渴望又交杂在一起的心情，那种渴望更好的人出现的心情.
想想看，我们这个时代，在中国人普遍还在耻于谈性的时候，初夜年龄却在持续走低.性教育不够，性观念无法更新，大多数人都无法正确表达自己欲望，也不敢表达，特别是女性.我们这一代就和Henry年轻时的80年代有什么不同？羞于承认自己的欲望但又渴望它.尴尬的心理又如何纾解？在社会主流价值观还在要求我们抑制欲望返回家庭，但男孩们仍然看着A片幻想着我们的时代，我们又该何去何从？
最后，Henry要学会作一名Gay.对于我来说，寻找内心真正渴望东西的道路也一样漫长.
《黄瓜》观后感(九)：二刷的几点感触
1. 不10
称呼Henry无性者并不太准确。他有其他边缘性行为，他只是不10.这样的人并不少。有些人是怕得病，有些人是怕疼。和Henry一样，他们常常会问，性真的有那么重要吗？
恐怕他们心里也是有答案的。所以他们中的大多数并不会一开始就表明自己不10. 更何况，他人的性欲是判断他人对自己兴趣指数的重要依据之一，操纵别人的性欲也是操纵别人的有效手段之一。
普通人就算一开始因为各种原因选择和不10的人在一起，最后也会因为不满足而离开的。
而这也仅仅是不和谐的性生活的一种。
2. 危险的男神
Freddie和Daniel无疑是两种男神的代表，而他们又都是危险的。“它骚动你的心，遮住你的眼睛，又不让你知道去哪里”。哪怕你已人到中年，你还是会在飞蛾扑火的一瞬间仿佛回到敏感脆弱的青春期，失去了在工作中累积的为人处世的经验与圆滑，满腹猜测怀疑和犹豫。
为什么Henry会住在没有空调的破房子里呢？
为什么Lance敢在酒吧里约人3P却不敢对Daniel说一个不字呢？
为什么理智都不见了呢？
这其中有物以稀为贵的心动的感觉，也有为爱走钢索的玩火的刺激。如果说Lance遇到的不是一个鬼魂，而是一场朋友之间的对话，那也成立。那么多蛛丝马迹中，你知道他不爱你，哦不奢求爱了，他甚至有些奇怪，可你能拒绝他吗？
但Freddie拒绝了曾经的老师。甚至把老师从神坛上拉了下来。
即使过了很多年，F几乎已经进化成为一个“完美”的人。可老师却更加强壮英俊甚至“正常”。不知道假如Henry看到F咬着嘴唇不知所措的样子会不会笑出来。真是一物降一物。
可毕竟还是有些区别。F的选择太多了。他小时候还不知道这一点，难免以为遇到的就是缘分或者命运，是最好的。
3. 极端的坚持
与F几乎截然相反的是，H本来是个只能对着hard or soft porn解决欲望的大叔。F给他介绍的人，还有那个人的朋友才和H是匹配的，F和他太不匹配了。他完全没有机会睡到F。可他又算是抓住了机会。像是住到江直树家里的袁湘琴。
他太矛盾了。他好像知道他想要什么。他说过他在等待one more cxxk。可当F躺在他的床上的时候他清楚地说了no。他说过他只想要happy，可如果Lance不能让他happy，F也不能让他happy，还有谁能让他happy呢。
所以他可能是被一种流行的文化骗了。就像他小时候害怕出柜一样。在可以放浪形骸的日子，用学习工作和纯情武装自己，和用学习为借口甩掉女朋友的Lance一样。他太乖了。他已经46岁了，可是当F嘲讽他时，他只能坐在那里听。奶爸说过一段话，大意是有很多恋爱心得的人，除了作家，大概学习和工作的成绩都很烂。H就是反面的例子。他循规蹈矩地度过了青年时期，有房有车年薪5w（英镑）。人到中年有了物质的安全感，却又觉得自己再也没有任何吸引力。
这是他的人生设定与轨迹。他不会想要去健身减肥当网红，哪怕他知道那样更有效。所以他也不会去死皮赖脸地赖上F。在心里beg for mercy是他能唯一能做的事。而只要想一想也就够了。就像孵化一颗亲手煮熟的蛋。因为他不会越规逾矩，想象就成了生活中的一点乐趣。
《黄瓜》观后感(十)：Just being gay
主角是一个46岁的糟老头，地中海，事业有成，有一个很爱自己的男友。normal story。但是接下来有了一点不同。Henry喜欢无性爱的爱情。
人生总是喜怒无常，有时候会天翻地覆，全然颠覆曾经付出的一切努力或是获得的一切幸福。Lance向他求婚的那一天，本可以成为他人生中最为美好的一天，两人在心仪的地方挑一套房，或许还可以领养一个孩子，他们会在彼此身边老去。但是Henry拒绝了这个请求，生活开始慢慢脱离Henry所期待的轨迹。两人在酒吧找到了一个3p对象，但Henry又临阵退缩了。电话伴随着嘈杂的警笛，然后，那条小积木被从基底抽离。他失去了工作，失去了生活。
quot;Theres one more cock"他对Lance说，"you just wait for me"他要去寻找那一个cock，但是没有人会等他了。Lance决定离开这个虽然他深爱但是爱的疲惫的男人。
这里大概猜到了两人可能会复合，Henry也能克服自己的心理障碍，happy ending，也可能被Lance抛弃，一蹶不振，成为一个不折不扣的loser。
但是生活显然复杂得多。Henry遇到了freddie，而Lance遇到了Daniel(现在打出这个名字都觉得恶心)。两人在新的环境下有了新的生活。
freddie为首的是青年LGBT团体，Henry则是误打误撞的闯入了这个世界。几位青年在这部中显得简单直白，对比下Henry则是自我封闭的。他在渴望男人与畏惧男人之间不断徘徊，就像freddie说的，一脸可怜无辜，吸引别人然后又把他们推开，还表现得并不是自己的错。Henry自己也知道，自己总是在逃避，cleo回忆他小时候在电视上看到男人是一脸恐惧，Henry自称是害怕男人，害怕被发现，其实只是在害怕那个同性恋的自己。然而可惜的是，他直到53岁破处之时才真正的跨越了这道障碍。迟来的自我认知给他带来了不可磨灭的代价。
事实证明，当人绝望的时候会做出后悔的事情。Lance决定约Daniel出去大概是他人生中最大的错误，但谁又知道呢。他陷进去了，这大概是直男的诱惑？其实从交代了人物背景之后Daniel显然绝非善类，但是Lance还是飞蛾扑火，像是对Henry小小的报复，也像是对自己的犒劳。
那个运河边游荡的女鬼告诉他，go home，不值得，这里未免太玄幻了，让人开始怀疑接下来是不是会有脱线的走向。说真的，在Daniel抬起球棍的前一瞬间我还是笑着的，笑Daniel所代表的恐同人群，下一秒就僵住了。然后整个剧情急转直下，Henry的人生彻底崩塌了。
自始至终，所有人都是配角，freddie的肉体再美好(pia)，Lance对性爱的追求再努力，朋友的陪伴再贴心，也都不过是Henry这个人物周边的繁星而已。自始至终都在问，why，所有与Henry有过交集的人，都不约而同，why not fuck，而答案来的有点晚。迟来的度假，终于让Henry有时间面对自己。
just being gay
关于这部剧我喜欢的点在于中年危机和迟到的自我认知，还有不同年岁的LGBT的圈子交融时擦出的火花。心目中今年看过的同性类作品最佳(比cmbyn更出彩一些)